The latest...

Okay so the 30 Day Photo Challenge was an epic fail. I gave up and for all of you who were following that "project" close, I apologize. However, I wanted to update everyone on how things have been. I was a little down in the clouds in my last post and I am so thankful to say that I am much more sure about life and feel on top of the world right now. Aaron and I have reached a new level of trust, intimacy, and love in our relationship and it couldn't feel any more right than it does now. I know God has a plan for us and following that out each day in HIS time has been so amazing.

Meet Bella



The newest addition to our family and quite possibly the best puppy ever. She cuddles, plays and sleeps. Doesn't whine or bark and we couldn't love her any more than we do. We miss her when we drop her off and get sad when she has to go in for shots and always wish she was with us when were gone. I cant wait for summer and for her to come camping, hiking and swimming with us!!

Thats all for now. I will update again soon.

Ugh ..............

When I tell you everything is okay and that I am doing great, it's a lie. Don't be offended if you don't get the answers that you are looking for when you ask because I probably won't tell you. Reasons known and unknown, I am at a crossroads with life. I have forgotten myself, my beliefs, and my standards far too many times and I am paying for it greatly deep inside. My heart hurts and some serious soul searching and praying will be taking place over the course of who knows how long. Sometimes I hate being grown up and just want to go back to those days of innocence and perfection, the days so full of life. I want to be strong but right now, I am finding it very hard. For those of you following or those of you who have come to my blog for the first time, please keep me in your daily prayers.