Ugh ..............

When I tell you everything is okay and that I am doing great, it's a lie. Don't be offended if you don't get the answers that you are looking for when you ask because I probably won't tell you. Reasons known and unknown, I am at a crossroads with life. I have forgotten myself, my beliefs, and my standards far too many times and I am paying for it greatly deep inside. My heart hurts and some serious soul searching and praying will be taking place over the course of who knows how long. Sometimes I hate being grown up and just want to go back to those days of innocence and perfection, the days so full of life. I want to be strong but right now, I am finding it very hard. For those of you following or those of you who have come to my blog for the first time, please keep me in your daily prayers.