Blogging when you're upset probably isn't the best idea but I needed to release somehow, somewhere and can't pick out who in specific I should talk to. I am so frustrated right now over something I go back and forth on whether it should even matter to me.... it shouldn't but it does and in the long run, I guess its probably better that I do care and am making a big deal of it. Why is it that when I am at my utmost happiest with something that someone has to do everything in their power to sabotage that happiness?? Does making things awkward and uncomfortable really make you feel like a better person? When you see people that happy, doesn't it make you want to be happy for them and be a part of it too??? I am soooo confused, so let down, and so so frustrated. GRRRR!!!