2011... what?

It's 2011 and I have to be honest and say that it feels like my new year started a few months ago. We all like to start the year on a fresh new note and for me, that happened in September.

I still haven't quite figured out why friends come and go as often as they do in my life but I can't say that I am completely devastated by the occurrence either. I look at it as a growth in life... either I am growing and they aren't or in some cases I suppose are the other way around. I have although met some of the most fun, amazing and supportive people at just the right time. I've managed to mend old relationships and just forget about others. And best of all, new friends and old... I am the happiest girl on the planet with those on my life that God has blessed me with. For those of you reading this who I at one point had a falling out with, please forgive me and do know that I think about you often. Id love to be in touch again. And for those of you reading this now that know they are an integral part to my life, thank you thank you so much for all that you are. I am so blessed and can only hope to carry on with our great friendships.

Impeccable is the only word that comes to mind in regards to my relationship with Aaron. I know I have said this a million times before but I fall in love with him more and more every single day. There are no words for how blessed I am to be with someone who without the slightest doubt loves me from the deepest part of his heart, who supports me no matter what and guides me when I'm a bit confused or even times completely lost. If words could come close to express how much I love him, I can't even imagine how they'd sound or what they'd look like.

The more that I grow, the more I am becoming my own person rather than what some people think that I should be or claim to "know" what is best for me. Sure the options of school are out there, the possibility of a great paying job is right in front of me... but what did God have in store for me?? No one knows but right now I am happy with my satisfying job, boyfriend who loves me, family that back me, friends that support me, and the strength that God gives me to turn all the arrows that everyone is pointing for me the other direction.

This year, I look forward to being a wife one day, a mom one day, and in the mean time travel the world and love what I do without caring about the judgements of others. I hope everyone is on board with me to a great 2011, 2012, and the years after to come!!!!

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